DEAR GOD
I AM LOSING FAITH IN YOU AND I AM PRAYING THAT YOU RESTORE MY FAITH. I PRAY UNTIL I AM BLUE IN THE FAITH AND YOU JUST DONT SEEM TO ANSWER MY PRAYERS FOR HELP. ALL I AM ASKING FROM YOU IS OPPORTUNITY TO HELP ME HELP MYSELF! I AM BEING EVICTED FROM MY HOUSING FOR ASSERTING MY FIRST AMMENDMENT RIGHTS. PLEASE HELP ME FIND WORK AND MONEY TO PAY FOR MY STORAGE. PLEASE SOFTEN THE HEARTS OF MY TORMENTERS AND LET THEM SEE THAT WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS WRONG. PLEASE GOD DONT LET ME BE PUT IN THE STREET WITH ALL MY POSESSIONS. YOU ARE PUTTING TOO MUCH ON MY PLATE AND GIVING ME NOTHING TO HELP MYSELF. PLEASE GOD PLEASE HELP ME HELP MYSELF. IF YOU HELP ME I PROMISE TO HELP SOMEONE ELSE.
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I know this may not be what you want to hear right now, but I am in a tough position myself and it seems to me that some of it may be that you're praying the wrong way. And what I mean by that is that God doesn't want you to help yourself, he wants you to hand the whole thing over to him. Often times, we pray that God bless the plans we already have for ourselves. We say, "here's how I want things to happen, so please make it so." Remember that just because he doesn't answer your prayer the way you want doesn't mean he's not answering. I will continue to pray for you though.