I've been living with my father but he's come on hard times and is being evicted. We have to be out in 2 days. I thought that my fiance and I could move in together, but now my fiance is claiming he doesn't have enough money to support us and that he needs time and space to get his life together. I'm so confused. He's been under so much stress at work, we've been fighting a lot and now this. Lord; I know that you brought Mark into my life for a reason. I know that Stan brought us together for a reason, because he wanted his son to be happy and to become a man. But that isn't happening. He's bucking under all of the stress right now. I thought that he was my prince charming; I thought that you wanted us to be together God. Lord, please help us find what we had. Please restore his heart. Make him realize that we can get through anything if we love each other enough. He's speaking to his father tonight. Please let his father's voice guide him in the decisions he needs to make to become a man. In the meantime, give me the strength to fortify my heart; to not gravel and beg. Please give me the strength and patience to see what he's really made of and, if its not what I truly want-- a God-fearing man of strength and courage-- then help me gather the strength to walk away. Help me Lord. Help me find a place to live too.
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