I need to ask for prayer concerning my past. I haved joined a church and have been a christian since I was 8 years old. Over the years I have made mistakes, I have lied, I hurt people with words and actions, never violence, but mostly I've let my family and friends down, have not followed through on promises and debts. I have been suffereing for years with money and the inability to control it, but I am trying to get my life back to a stable place where people can trust me and love me unconditionally... Right now, God is the only one who loves me in this way and I realize he is all I really need, but I want my family back in a loving place where I can feel like part of a family. Dear God, wash over me and cleanse my life anew.

 Your brother in Christ

RICK