I am a single mother of three who grew up in church, but have fallen short on numerous occasions. Since the last 7 years I have taken up the habit of gambling, as a way of easing my pains but in actual fact it caused me more. i try to stop but it has completely consumed me. I am at the verge of taking my life.. because I am so depressed. I don't care if i live or die no more at times... my soul and my heart feels so empty, cold and barren... I just want other prayer warriors out there to please pray for me before things totally spiral out of control for me.
Thank you in advance
Hopeless